This morning I weighed 194lbs, this is the start of my 60 day journey. I don’t have a technique, I can’t say this will be exactly “healthy” but It’s better than over eating. 

I discovered Miracle Noodles, its noodles, pasta, spagetti, angel hair pasta with 0, thats right ZERO calories! I’ll be eating this regularly. 

well here i am again, like 9 lbs heavier .. i wasn’t even almost skinny before. im 194 now, almost 200 .. almost back to like the deadpoint. im so mad. so mad. i cant do anything about it. i try to diet, try to not eat, try to work out … but i always eat, diets always give up, i always get tired after like 10 min of working out .. ok not even tired i get BORED FRAKIN BORED what am i supposed to do how do i start not eating again help me !!!! what can i eat its so hard even if i wanted to be healthy because im vegetarian and the healthy things are all meat what do i do healthy or unhealthy i dont fucking care i just want to be skinny?

I swear the past few entries or entries I was going to type went something like this one. My roomate over eats, I mean i’m guilty too but she really does. The type who’s like “im going to quit eating so much” and then goes to get food. I am the same way but I need someone who will inspire me and help me QUIT FUCKING EATING. So this is it, im going to get back on track. It’s like 9PM right now and i’ve gone the whole day with just Subway and purged about half of that so i’m happy now. This is how I remember it, this is how I want it … I need to get where I want to be and be happy.

where do i even start! i mean shit ive fallen back so badly to where i almost dont even care about losing weight anymore. the good part of me cares, and every time i eat something fat im like wtf  are you doing but … where do i even begin, it’s like once i’m 3 days into it im GOOD .. but that first day, and second day … HOW THE FUCK DO I GET BACK ON TRACK

I haven’t been on in forever, and i’ve been a complete failure. I can’t even start or it will make me upset and make you all sick. Anyway, i’m going to get back on track tomorrow … a bit healthier than last time hopefully. Still doing the Phenphedrine, but eating small meals throughout the day, maybe not “meals” but small portions of food throughout the day.

thanks for not leaving!

Besides fruits and veggies, anyone have a list of some VERY, and I mean very low calories foods! I’m talking 10’s 20’s max like 50’s I could really use some  help here,

I realize that the following questions are wrong, they’re completely unhealthy, dangerous and very un-smart. NOTE: I don’t care.

To those of you who have an ED whether it be Mia or Ana, I need your advice! Please. Send it to my ask, do whatever you want. It can be anonymous or you can tell me to not answer it, anything! I need to get skinny.

I’m currently 178.4lbs which seems to be my fighting weight. I do everything, typically always eat under 500 calories a day (pasta) and take diet pills. I don’t work out though, bu am physically active during the day. How do you do it, how do you not eat, or purge all that you eat! I can calorie restrict but I can’t seem to just stop eating, and when I purge sometimes it’s so hard to get everything out! How long did it take till you finally started to ACTUALLY notice you were losing lbs. Why am I not losing weight when i’m trying so hard!?

PLEASE HELP ME, i’m not looking for healthy suggestions, if i see anything with some sort of inspirational healthy suggestion i’m going to delete it, and not read it, so do not waste your time! I need THINSPO PLEASE

- How long did it take till you visibally saw you were skinnier?
- Did you eat at all, or a little. If so what did you eat?
- Did you purge little or everything of what you ate?
- How did you make the purging easier?
anything please help?

8am
- 1 glass of green tea
- 14 buitoni shells (160 calories)

6pm
- 1 glass of green tea
- 3 servings of buitoni shells (510 calories)
- rice cakes (100 calories)

TOTAL - 770

Eh, not happy abou that. i wanted under 500 …

Honestly I love when people are like “oh you have to eat, being thin wont make you someone else” “you have to eat because your body will go in starvation mode” “you must eat because your body will start feeding on muscle”

UM DURR, i dont think im going to be someone else, but i will fit into smaller jeans

i dont care if my body goes into starvation mode

i want my body to start feeding on my fucking muscle so i can be smaller